Good afternoon

Today i feel kind of weird but maybe off, maybe cus I’m on my period, maybe cus I’m overwhelmed, or MAYBE CUS IM JUST SICK OF PEOPLE.

Idk, i feel kind of off and want to be alone.

It was Ryans bday on monday and I spent the weekend with him. I was very fun but very overwhelming to me in a lot of ways.

Don’t take me wrong, I love Ryan but its just very conflicting to me deal with.

I get it, his life, and ways things get command over him it highly expect. He gone throw a lot, but its a lot of baggage that I honestly don’t know If thats what I want to go throw, not because I can’t but the way things are or how he approaches.

His plans base are so far to change, and I still have so much to live.

Idk, i might just be overthinking. I just feel sometimes its hard to be the outside person, I could connect with his son better this time and i had a bless, but its always me feeling awkward if im acting improperly or idk, i guess i get to hard in my head.

It’s definitely Not an easy thing to do, but im scared of fucking up.

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